The Three Types of People I can't stand

1) People who are irresponsible, yet ultimately assume major leadership positions
2) People who think that they are popular (with both genders). EGOTISTICAL PRATS.
3) People who assume that they can get away with putting in minimal effort/no effort when doing a group project.

And have I mentioned how I detest people who are UTTERLY FAKE?

Oh. And not forgetting those with ABSOLUTELY NO ORIGINALITY.

Seriously. It gets irritating when you DO NOT WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING IN RELATION to someone, yet the person just keeps coming up with means to carbon copy an aspect of your individuality.
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I'm getting so confused nowadays. I don't know who I am. I don't understand what I'm trying to feel. Or what I'm feeling.
All I know is that I have colossal amounts of homework, projects, and assignments due. And I have to keep working, or I won't be able to get it all done in time. And then I see those people around me; those who are consistently on their toes, concientiously studying, revising, mugging. And those who don't put in effort in completeing their work, those who aren't attentive in class.

Two completely different attitudes. Yet both ace their graded assignments and tests.

And here I am, unmotivated most of the part, to study or work to the best of my abilities.

For one, I can recognize this feeling: Deflation. Disillusion. Disenchantment.

I used to think that maybe I'd get a sudden inspiration to work suddenly, at full speed, until the June holidays, at least. Then I'd get a chance to pull up my miserable GPA.

As I said: Deflation. Disillusion. Disenchantment.

If only I could return back to childhood's naivety. Things would be so simple then.
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Return me that childhood naivete, please.